Exactly what I needed.

I don’t know if it’s true.

I deeply hope it isn’t. That it just is an attempt to something else I don’t want anyway.

 

But if it is, then it’s exactly what I needed. To finally get away from this roller coaster.

Deep down, I knew it. Who cares anymore, anyway?

 

I’m free and that’s all that matters.

And only I’ll know. And I will go to the grave with it.

=)

 

Mindless thoughts…